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HAPPY BIRTHDAY GO TO HELL

by Charlie Foxtrot

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1.
Sisyphus 02:23
I think I finally figured it out And I could go in never knowing any more from here on out I like to count the ways things never change So I stop hoping something broken ever works again I'm just defeatist trash in a bubble bath Getting pissed that all the gold caps never worked this fast I take my private hell out for show and tell So I get weekly three day weekends in a standard cell You wanna come? Do you think Sisyphus laughs at all when he makes his way back down? Who stands to care when the air is gone and the party moves underground? I left my keys in the other house, guess we'll have to turn around No meaning, just repeating I think I'm finally losing my grip I took a wrong turn down a dead end on a sinking ship I spent my few days off by the first of March So I'll be on call during next week's scheduled open heart I couldn't find my way with a tape delay And a ten-pound box of fingerprints and DNA I get the blues and then I hit the snooze again Eyes open, hoping, closed and broken kinda looks the same To me Do you think Sisyphus laughs at all when he makes his way back down? Who stands to care when the air is gone and the party moves underground? I left my keys in the other house, guess we'll have to turn around No meaning, just a feeling Do you think Sisyphus laughs at all when he makes his way back down? Who stands to care when the air is gone and the party moves underground? I left my keys in the other house, guess we'll have to turn around No meaning, just believing
2.
"Better days" in a cloud of Dirty shoes and a back rub Who do you think you're talking to? Number one for the first time In the company bread line Soon they'll name it after you Is what you wanted… Ooh yeah You say it's over like it has to be, oh But take a little for the factory, go Is no one faster coming after me? So long Salad days in the same vein With a government dead name I could've sworn you saw me whole Jonesing hard for some trust in Civil wars and concussions Why even leave your home at all? Why even leave your bed at all? I miss the space between My eyes and my teeth I swam for ages in my spine But you own the night It's alright, it's alright It's fine Is what you wanted What you wanted? Oh yeah You say it's over like it has to be, oh But save a little for the factory, go Is no one faster coming after me? So long You say it's rotten like it has to be, oh Like no one ever blamed the referee, no We're getting farther from the remedy So long
3.
Was it just another game we did? Was I just another lucky kid Who knew but had to run You were whispering my name behind All the ivy walls and dotted lines I think, at least someone You're my old pair of shoes Sucking me back in I'm onto you There were needles running up my jeans Little fingers in the cash machine I know I shouldn't care I could stay but then where would I go? There might be something that I still don't know It could be anywhere You're my old pair of shoes Sucking me back in I'm onto you You're my old pair of shoes (Was it just another game we did?) You're sucking me back in (Was I just another fucked up kid?) You're my old pair of shoes (There were needles running up my jeans) Give up I'm onto you
4.
When my time is up There'll be just enough Packaged plastic in my throat to start another one Cue the organist And fundamentalists Who leave their bones in bags untampered by the evidence Who's counting Who got time-stamped in the trough Wouldn't we be better off Who's loudest Who said age would make you soft Just enough lost I wanna make my stand On this stolen land Wanna grind my borrowed body to some stranger's sand Put a fence around My abandoned town But leave a light on hot to keep the monsters underground Who's counting Who got time-stamped in the trough Wouldn't we be better off Who's loudest Who said age would make you soft Just enough lost (to buy it) Feels like a minister died in here And he kept the company card Who knew luck could be this hard Keep your trust to yourself, you don't know How much sway you can stand And get as old as you can Who's counting Who got time-stamped in the trough Wouldn't we be better off Who's loudest Who said age would make you soft Just enough lost to buy it
5.
Scavengers, scavengers, scavengers Just give another reason not to come I saw the face, I saw the name, I saw the letter Saturated on the back beat looking dumb So what, did doing right and acting like you should Leave you nothing but a scar? Goddamn these yellow eyes, I Wish I was colorblind, why Whatever, sure, I'll be alright Switchback, it bears repeating Louder for those funny feelings Whatever keeps you up at night I won't amend my stony poems just cause I want to I have to free them from Poseidon's shaky hands If you don't have a fucking plan don't let it stop you I'm only jaded cause it's what the part demands So long, still adding up the change before I go And counting all the zeroes twice Goddamn these yellow eyes, I Wish I was colorblind, why Whatever, sure, I'll be alright Switchback, it bears repeating Louder for those funny feelings Whatever keeps you up at night Messenger, messenger, messenger I never thought that something better was ahead Like shaking fists to stop the waves in rougher weather I started carving out my shoulder blades instead So sad, just falling in the dark without a lamp Like everybody else Goddamn these yellow eyes, I Wish I was colorblind, why Whatever, sure, I'll be alright Switchback, it bears repeating Louder for those funny feelings Whatever keeps you up at night Goddamn these yellow eyes, I Wish I was colorblind, why Whatever, sure, I'll be alright Switchback, it bears repeating Louder for those funny feelings Whatever keeps you up at night
6.
I'm not really bored, I'm just waiting Got a little tired of complaining If it helps you feel alright I'll find my own way out It's not really gone, it's just fading I tried making sense of the yelling But if someone knows, they're not telling "I won't warn you from a fate I think you're destined for" You're a little bit underwhelming I stole the river's edge I kicked it in to flood the beds And now my shoes are full And tired of the shit I pull I've been keeping up, but I'm tired Stay feeling low and uninspired I let my hand ride out the window and I keep it there And let the wind come up and take it higher
7.
Try someone other than yourself for once Try looking up They made giving up so easy Fuck you, don't believe me If love isn't strong enough then You might be better off in The last aisle of the supermarket Sniffing all the powder off the dirty carpet Born dead I was joking, hoping Hollywood would fix my broken head So special He never lived to Be one of the 99 percent It's all smoke and mirrors anyway So look away How cute to still be hoping See if the back door's open If I had an open mind I'd Stay with it half the time and Sell the weekends to the moderates cause We all sleep much better knowing someone hates us Born dead I was joking, hoping Hollywood would fix my broken head So special He never lived to Be one of the 99 percent Born dead I was joking, hoping Hollywood would free my broken head So special He never lived to Be one of the 99 percent Try someone other than yourself for once Try looking up They made giving up so easy You could lose yourself completely
8.
Getting Well 02:47
I've been dying to see her again I'm a kite and the lightning is blowing I take my hands off the wheel and push the pedal to the floor Maybe I won't even get where I'm going I'm a hollow kaleidoscope shell She's a box of cut, colored glass But her edges are sharp and her colors too bright How could we ever think this was a match? Getting well was always such a hassle I thought I was sick Turns out I'm just an asshole Silver paint leaking under my nails Stripping wires in the tin man's hat I'd do anything for her for sure, just like I said before Granted she just doesn't ask Getting well was always such a hassle I thought I was sick Turns out I'm just an asshole Getting well was always such a hassle I thought I was sick Turns out I'm just an asshole
9.
Look at me I'm on the high ground Sweat cold enough to break my brow That's not to lessen Your confession I'm a liar and a blessing Just keep one eye on the other sound Lift me up We're on the right side Quit calling, I'm not giving up Stop and go on To the salons Split the pay out Keep your clothes on I'm a liquor store deep in the rough Melody's shameless Vitamin D Just keep me ageless I'm so famous I could be Call the troops We're in the textbooks Suffering but paper thin I'm so honored To be bothered Glue the mic on Make it awkward I'm just getting started losing friends Melody's shameless Vitamin D Just keep me ageless I'm so famous I could be Melody's shameless Vitamin D Just keep me ageless I'm so famous I could be
10.
I heard you calling at a quarter to four Like there was something in the air but the breeze A sycophantic sideways knock on the door A preening student with the instinct to please Been busy buying up the lots on the block And finding time to keep the hammerhead wet So rich in beauty that there's nowhere to stop So full of life that you could almost forget It comes and goes and everybody knows What you came here for It comes and goes and everybody knows Don't say you know me through your surrogate son Don't say goodbye before the hour is up Can't take communion with the beautiful ones Can't change your shirt without it being abrupt There's nothing honest 'bout the lies you can hold There's not a truth that everybody believes Been huffing paint fumes since the third world war Been hoarding water in the tracks of my skis It comes and goes and everybody knows What you came here for It comes and goes and everybody knows It comes and goes and everybody knows What you came here for It comes and goes and everybody knows
11.
Another day, another civil war I wanna die in a grocery store Fluorescent sacrament in blue I'm 2 for 1 with a discount code A very special episode Please let me in your living room Whatever happened to the feeling Of feeling anything at all This apathy ain't too appealing It comes and goes and I suppose It's better than the ones that came before Strip me down to my elements I'm getting high off the evidence Come home and sweep me off the floor 2 star, stubborn optimist Accidental free lobotomist Be honest, you don't love me anymore Whatever happened to the feeling Of feeling anything at all This apathy ain't too appealing It comes and goes and I suppose It's better than the ones that came before Whatever happened to the feeling Of feeling anything at all This apathy ain't too appealing It comes and goes in ebbs and flows It's setting in my nicest clothes And even if the stitching shows It's better than the ones that came before Whatever happened to the feeling Of feeling anything at all This apathy ain't too appealing It comes and goes and I suppose It's better than the ones that came before
12.
How strange to be on this side Painted black and white In the morning A sight for these tired eyes Did I blink once or twice? That's not important Well it seems to me that all you need is therapy A little space to work things out Another person could do you some good and at least it would Give you distance from my mouth Cause maybe I'm not the best example Fucked up and off the handle I'm not coming down So save me Get my ass uninvited Goddamn I'm so delighted I'm not coming down What could you do to me? I mean honestly We've already been there Blazed in the afternoon Hoping dinner's soon And going nowhere Well it seems to me that all you need is chemistry A little time outside yourself Another person can hold your hand and understand That you should run quickly from my help Cause maybe I'm not the best example Fucked up and off the handle I'm not coming down So save me Get my ass uninvited Goddamn I'm so delighted I'm not coming down Well it seems to me that all you need is clarity A little truth to set you free Another reason to improve your mood and set the screws And rid yourself of me Maybe I'm not the best example Fucked up and off the handle I'm not coming down So save me Get my ass uninvited Goddamn I'm so delighted I'm not coming down

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released March 12, 2021

Album art by Robin Klebau

Special thanks to James Owens, Josh Garcia, Zane Warman and Robin Klebau

All songs written, recorded, mixed and mastered by Charlie Foxtrot

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